Black Dragon Security☣ Ag3nt47 ☣ The Way of the Samurai is found in death. Meditation on inevitable death should be performed daily. Every day when one's body and mind are at peace, one should meditate upon being ripped apart by arrows, rifles, spears and swords, being carried away by surging waves, being thrown into the midst of a great fire, being struck by lightning, being shaken to death by a great earthquake, falling from thousand-foot cliffs, dying of disease or committing seppuku at the death of one's master. And every day without fail one should consider himself as dead. This is the substance of the way of the samurai. Even if one's head were to be suddenly cut off, he should be able to do one more action with certainty. With martial valor, if one becomes like a revengeful ghost and shows great determination, though his head is cut off, he should not die. All warfare is based on deception. To know your Enemy, you must become your Enemy. Pretend inferiority and encourage his arrogance. Strategy without tactics is the slowest route to victory. Tactics without strategy is the noise before defeat. Opportunities multiply as they are seized. Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win. Our bodies are given life from the midst of nothingness. Existing where there is nothing is the meaning of the phrase, "form is emptiness." That all things are provided for by nothingness is the meaning of the phrase, "Emptiness is form." One should not think that these are two separate things. When one has made a decision to kill a person, even if it will be very difficult to succeed by advancing straight ahead, it will not do to think about doing it in a long, roundabout way. The Way of the Samurai is one of immediacy, and it is best to dash in headlong. It is said that what is called "the spirit of an age" is something to which one cannot return. That this spirit gradually dissipates is due to the world's coming to an end. For this reason, although one would like to change today's world back to the spirit of one hundred years or more ago, it cannot be done. Thus it is important to make the best out of every generation.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Diary of Larry Patterson Sun Nov 3

Well its been awhile since my last blog post. Many things have changed. I'm hardly writing anymore. My whole focus has changed on working out. Think my anger helps me get through those long hours of lifting. I look at myself in the mirror thinking you are all you've got Larry. I never gave a fuck about myself. This whole caring about myself is a new thing. People don't give a shit about me, fuck them. I care about myself now. Been thinking a lot. All those little saved good memories play in my head. There is not many but the few that are left will be cherished. While walking miles those memories play in my head. I'm not even in this world when they start. I'm sweating from working out but my mind is not in the gym. My mind is in all those memories. The past can't be changed but FUCK I wish it could.

I'm hardly online anymore. When there is time its usually occupied arguing on Twitter with idiots. Strangers that never even been near me in real life have so many things they just need to say about a person they don't even really know. That's the internet for you though...

Seems like everyone has a plan. That plan never has a good outcome for me in any way. I laugh about it all though, I've become immune to peoples retardation.
So besides that, my real life is going ok. Those other problems are just internet shit. Which is not my real life, its just entertainment.

I am growing very tired of being this online entity "Ag3nt47" seems like all the good times are long gone. Which leaves me extremely bored with maintaining this online persona.

I don't know what's next for this whole sideshow.

Guess we will just have to wait....

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