Thursday, October 10, 2013
Plain Old Insane By Larry Patterson
Life is very cold at times. I stay up late drinking and smoking into the next day. Mostly just thinking during these times. Thinking of how cold the world has been. Not the world, the people that live on this planet. I talk with many people throughout the day. Many people are hurting. Not from big things. Just a bunch of small things. They are lost in a world that has always been cold. Not cause of the weather. Cold from the wrongdoings of my fellow humans. I can't complain though. I've grown just as cold. These small things are what drives a man insane. I sit here in my room avoiding all those problems. Many say I've already went insane. If this is insane, what is sane? I don't want to be apart of normal. That word in itself makes me cringe.
I want to be free like the oceans waves.
I will be the highest wave slamming against the jagged rocks.
Going back into the ocean, then slamming right back into the rocks.
I don't ever want to give up.
I will destroy anything in my way.
I am powerful like the waves crashing.
I'm dependable like the next crashing wave coming again.
I will learn from nature.
Nature does not show mercy.
Why doesn't nature show mercy?
Cause that's the way the animals are raised.
Predator, prey.
Being the prey in life is the worst.
You want to thrive for being a predator.
Yet, you can't be a complete monster in life.
You must have some compassion.
Don't show much or you'll be targeted as weak.
People sense the weak ones in the world.
They attack them, bringing those people down.
So you must stay strong out in the world.
Everything is cutthroat.
People will judge.
People will do many hurtful things.
It's in our nature.
Greed, power, fame.
That's what people want.
I just want my space from them. The further normal humans are the better I feel. I stare at people sometimes. People are so simple minded. I just sit at my coffee shop and stare at people. I'm amused at how cold some people are. How fake they are sometimes. They are great actors most people. They know how to make themselves seem great. Under all that bullshit people are really just assholes.
Normal, rude, callous, idiotic assholes.
I don't want to be normal. So no thanks. I rather just be plain old insane.
The End
Larry Patterson
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