Well its been awhile since my last blog post. Many things have changed. I'm hardly writing anymore. My whole focus has changed on working out. Think my anger helps me get through those long hours of lifting. I look at myself in the mirror thinking you are all you've got Larry. I never gave a fuck about myself. This whole caring about myself is a new thing. People don't give a shit about me, fuck them. I care about myself now. Been thinking a lot. All those little saved good memories play in my head. There is not many but the few that are left will be cherished. While walking miles those memories play in my head. I'm not even in this world when they start. I'm sweating from working out but my mind is not in the gym. My mind is in all those memories. The past can't be changed but FUCK I wish it could.
I'm hardly online anymore. When there is time its usually occupied arguing on Twitter with idiots. Strangers that never even been near me in real life have so many things they just need to say about a person they don't even really know. That's the internet for you though...
Seems like everyone has a plan. That plan never has a good outcome for me in any way. I laugh about it all though, I've become immune to peoples retardation.
So besides that, my real life is going ok. Those other problems are just internet shit. Which is not my real life, its just entertainment.
I am growing very tired of being this online entity "Ag3nt47" seems like all the good times are long gone. Which leaves me extremely bored with maintaining this online persona.
I don't know what's next for this whole sideshow.
Guess we will just have to wait....
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